Showing posts with label Psoriasis. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Psoriasis. Show all posts

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Hope



So true.

For so long I have hoped.  I have hoped for a psoriasis treatment that will work for me, that will give me my life back.  I have severe psoriasis and it keeps me from doing a lot of things I used to enjoy, including dressing comfortably for the seasons.  I wear long sleeves and pants year-round, even through miserable, hot Georgia summers.  This week, I started a new treatment called Stelara, and it seems to be the most promising yet.  I'll know in a few weeks if it will work for me.

I had my first injection yesterday, and Brian snapped this photo.



That's just a little snippet of my skin.  Those spots you see?  There are many, many more.  They cover me, make me miserable and I'm tired of them.  So, please do your thing, Stelara!

Even through failed treatment after failed treatment, I will not despair.  I will choose hope.

A couple years ago, I created this bust for Scrap n' Art.  It still represents my struggle with this disease.  August is National Psoriasis Awareness Month, so I wanted to share it.  Creating art is very therapeutic for me.



This bust represents "My Two Psides," meaning my two identities or sides of living with psoriasis.  There is a clear side, with smooth, beautiful skin.  I haven't seen that side of myself in well over a decade.  The other side, or "pside," represents the ugly, inflamed skin.  Red, burning, itching, scaling, flaking, miserable.  The two wings represent freedom and imprisonment.  One wing is free, ready to fly.  The other is tethered, tied and confined.  Held down by this disease.  The key represents my search for a treatment that will work for me.

It represents hope.  And I cling to it.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Stylish Blogger Award

My sweet friend and design teammate, Amy, has given me the Stylish Blogger Award! What an awesome surprise! Thanks, Amy! For me to accept this award, I must list 8 things about myself, as well as pass this award on to 8 other stylish bloggers. Yay!




Here we go!

1. I love to sing! It is ingrained in my soul, it is part of who I am and it always will be. It is like breathing--I need to do it to survive!!

2. I have psoriasis, which is an autoimmune disease that manifests symptoms on my skin. It is painful, debilitating and ugly.

3. I am completely, hopelessly addicted to Facebook. And I am not ashamed.

4. I do not want children.

5. I love, love, love animals, and dream of having a huge amount of land someday and the means to rescue dogs, cats, and whatever creature needs my help!

6. I want the world to be quieter. Too much noise, y'all!

7. I knew I would marry my husband the night I met him. I was 16.

8. I am constantly straightening and smoothing the sheets on the bed. If the sheets are not pulled and tucked tightly and smoothly, I cannot and will not sleep in that mess. :D I fix it a few times a night. And then again in the morning. And sometimes during the day if I pass through and see it all wonky.

Now, I pass this award on to:

Brian @ Brian's Notebook
Ginger @ Ginger's Junket
Margie @ Meanderings of Margie
Julie @ Traditionally Retro
Nina @ Having An Art-A-Tack
Trisha @ Trishalicious
Lynn @ Life On The Wienee Ranch
Lauren @ This Is Lauren!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Psoriasis Awareness Month

August is Psoriasis Awareness Month. I have had psoriasis since I was 18 years old. It started with a nickel-size patch on my scalp, and, over the years, has spread to cover most of my body. It's painful, debilitating and affects every aspect of my daily life. I also have psoriatic arthritis. This is also a very painful disease. When I'm not flaring up, the pain and discomfort are tolerable, but I still have to deal with the way it looks. I do this by staying covered year-round, even during hot Georgia summers. I have recently started wearing short sleeves out in public from time to time, so I am making progress.

People don't understand what it is, or they think it's contagious (it's not). They stare and ask rude questions. This makes it even more important to raise awareness. People need to know what this disease is. The general public needs to be able to look at a psoriatic's skin and just think, "oh, that's just psoriasis" like it's no big deal. Because the social stigma that comes along with it makes psoriasis that much harder on a person suffering from it. If you see us wearing short sleeves and our arms are pink and inflamed, don't bring attention to it. And certainly, don't be afraid of it. You can't catch it. It won't hurt you. Treat us no differently than you would any person. Think of our lesions as unwanted tattoos in which we had no say. People with tattoos are accepted in society; why can't psoriatics be? We should be, and it's time to take our freedom back.

I want to raise awareness and get more people involved in helping to find a cure. It's as easy as writing your legislators and telling your story about psoriasis. You may only know me or someone else who has it. You don't have to have the disease yourself to get involved and raise awareness. Even if we can't find a cure, we can at least educate people so they know what it is. When people are educated, they are empowered. One person at a time, we can make a difference in the lives of psoriatics everywhere. At the very least, we can wear our short sleeves out in public without giving it a second thought and without the fear of embarrassment.

In the last issue of Scrap n' Art e-zine, I created a bust for psoriasis. It was a project exclusively designed for our July/August issue, and was an artistic way for me to tell my story. Here's a picture of it (click the picture to view larger):



There are several symbols I incorporated into this project. I can share a few with you here. First, the bust is split visually down the middle to symbolize a beautiful, disease-free side and an inflamed, psoriatic side. I used pieces of cardstock, glued on one-by-one, along with red and pink Glimmer Mists to represent the psoriatic side. The wings are there, one tethered and one free, to represent how having psoriasis and psoriatic arthritis is like being held back and imprisoned. The key represents my search for an effective treatment or cure. Those are just a few details. (More are in the issue!)

I got special permission from our Editorial Director, Candy Rosenberg (thanks, Candy!) to share it with you here and now. (Usually, there is a two-issue wait period to share Scrap n' Art exclusive projects publicly.) There are more pictures, close-ups and details about the bust in the July/August issue--to read more about it, subscribe here!

Thanks for checking out my post about psoriasis and looking at my project. And thanks for your help in raising awareness about this horrible disease!

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